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| I feel bad for avoiding ya'll like the plague. Not really like the plague but you know what I mean. This past month has sucked and such. ::sigh:: Ya'll are my friends and I shouldn't be doing that I really miss hanging out with ya'll. Just because I live far it'd be nice for every once in a while for one of ya'll to visit me. It makes me rethink about what kind of friends I have. It hella fucking sucks to think that I don't really have any real friends. I can name and handful of real friends, but I'm not going too. I just wish that ya'll could call me once in a while. AND I know that ya'll are being like "Wait hold up! She never calls me!" Well to be honest it's because I never know what to say and I don't want to feel desperate about hanging out. I really needed to get this out. I just miss seeing ya'll. Everytime I'm passing through the halls of Bellaire I wish I was passing through the halls at Westside and be like, "OMG HEY!" or "OMG (insert name here) I LOVE YOU!" I really do miss it. I would do anything to go back and shit, and have it like that again. I'm really miserable at Bellaire and made like four, three or two friends. But deeply inside I feel so alone. Whenever or whoeve reads this and feels bad and is like, "Ohmigosh I didn't know that how she felt! I should call her!" Don't call me right after you've read this cause you've felt bad. Call me when you mean to call me. Everyone (and when I mean by everyone I mean my mum and Yaya) that tells me, "Oh they're not real friends. If their real friends they should call you and pick you up and not make you pay them to hang out with them. Blah blah blah." Whenever they preach about that I just ignore them from that point and look out the window pissed off mad. But seriously you guys, ya'll suck. I suck. Ya'll and I suck at being friends. I'm at the stage where I just want to make amends with everyone I've held a grudge against, because one day you're here and the next day you could be gone in an instant. And it'll suck a lot because you'll never know what to say or think when you're at their funeral. And it'll suck because you just wish that you could of made things right with them or just say good bye. | | |
| Yeah I got the early stages of the motha fuckin' flu! It effing bbbblllllooooowwwwsss. Good thing I requested the weekend off from work because I think I would of offically died on Friday. I had a fever of 104. Close to 105. And good thing I didn't go out of town because I would of been car sick and shit. My Gramma was here for spring break even though I had to work and shit. Except for Thursday because I called in with the old "We had to rush mum to the hospital!" bit. Which we didn't really, but she does have bronchitis. Writing this script is the death of me. It's just random bits and now in my mind I have who I want to play which ever part. Then filming and I need to save up money. I only have enough to make a 5 to 7 minute film. Probably not even a 7 minute. I need to get a new job. I'm tried of the low paying 5.65. Shit I've been working there for a year and 2 months. Anyway, wedding stuff is going fine. We already chose the colours for the maid of honor dresses and all that other junk. We needs a DJ though. | | |
| It's been a while as I can see... The wedding date moved to July 28th. I've done a lot, going to school and I've been writing my script. Right now I'm starting off on a doc. about today's blah blah blah. Interviewing people from work and friends. So I'll give you a call so I can get your opinion. Also getting random people off the streets. But my main comedy stuff is with my co-workers because they're just effing crazy as hell. Went to Kelly's party. It was fun. I haven't seen those kids in like forever. Ack, I hate beer. lol 'cept for Shiner. Well I gotta get packin' because we're going to Corpus to see Mana. Peace! | | |
| So I caught up with my movies at work. The Departed was hella fucking badass. Marky Mark was badass and so was LeoDi. and Jack Nicholson. Marie Antoinette was pretty good really girly but based more on feelings and some of the history was a bit wrong bit it was still good. Jason Schwartzman is hella cute. The Prestige was hella awesome, didn't really expected but I notced that guy looking like Eric Bana's character. Nightmare Before Christmas in 3-D was hella good. Not so much 3-D but it was 3-D. Running With Scissors was hella good too I cried. I still want to read the book though. Ummm... What else... Oh yeah mum moved the wedding date because Jim's niece is having a baby during spring break. So it's now on May 12th. Janis is going to be there and Spano is her date. Neyana is going to be there also and Yehmie(sp?) is her date. And Javi is my date. After the wedding and reception were going clubbin' and get hella drunk. We already have it planned. Shit nigga they don't care if you're underaged as long as you have the money. haha. [EDIT.] Dominic Monaghan is all yours Jessica. But I'll have me Jason SchwartzmanY. | | |
| Jessica baby, you're in denial... Dominic is oh so mine. Anyway I miss you and I wish I had a car so we can go and hang out and all that fucking jazz. So I'm going to go see the Yeah Yeah Yeahs. I'm so fucking excited. Karen O on stage, from what I heard, is going to be fuckin' GODLY. SO yeah... I saw Jackass:Number 2, so freakin' hilarious! Some parts were fucking distusting but I loved it! Except for the swallowing of horse seamen and Steve-O's butt chug... Ryan Dunn was mighty hot though. lol. Someone help me pick out a maid of honor dress because my mother wants me to wear pink and I told her no. So I'm looking for one that she can be like OMG or whatever. | | |
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